My UNIC name! :P

I love my nickname. It's so unic! Bukan senang nak fikir name cam ni tau! Lagi pon bukan aku yg fikir sendiri..haha! 'Nickay' tu Basyirah n my senior dorm for last two years, Kak Zulaikha yg bagi.. Tomlinson tu of course la Kak Fiffy Horan yg bagi! Directioners kot! nie sume dak2 Directioners je nih..heheh Kak Nina Styles..haha..sounds cool, isn't it? Actually I really love it because Louis is so handsome like arghh!! Agak sedih bile terlpas 1D Day live stream hari tuh..huhu Neway,, love Louis forever.. <3

Sahabat Untuk Selamanya ~ Padi

I love this song. I love it because Johan and Zizan always sing this song together. We can see their closeness. Really sweet to see them together. I want to be like them. So far, I don't really worry about my friendship because I have my own one. I don't like to mention her only as my bestfriend, but I love to say that she's the best superfriend that I've ever had! She always there when I need her. She hears my stupid confessions, she wipes my tears when I drop it and she takes good care of me when I got a fever. So many things that she had done to me. She's willing to accompany me to stay up all night. Almost every day she story to me about her games. Kind of fun to hear it. Once I see her tear drops, it makes my heart feel sad. I want to be her best superfriend until my last breath. I wish that our friendship will last longer until the afterlife.. <3

A Walk to Remember...

I remember the moment when we were together in standard three, you were a class monitor and I'm your assistant. When I first saw you, it feels like I don't want to see you again, in the other words, I hate you. Since that day, I always bullied you and your friends. You had my punched and my kicked. I won't ever hesitate to beat up you, but I don't know how, a few weeks later, we started to talk to each other like there's nothing happened between us. Then, you confessed to me. Maybe my mind still immature at that time so that's why I accepted your sweet-talked. Since that moment, I started to love you. By the end of the year, I had to move to another school. Until now, I still don't know how far our relationship. That was the last time we met. Now, I'm in Fully Residential School, further apart from your life. I just want to know, do you still remember me? Yesterday I found you in Facebook. You seem so handsome and you're not chubby anymore. Lastly, I just want to say that I'm still waiting for you to finish this stupid relationship because I don't have any feeling at you anymore..Sorry for everything..Ok,,yulk! Euwww! Fyi,, I've changed...I'm totally changed..okay I'm frustrated right now! I don't want to talk about it anymore..FULLSTOP!

Ujian dari ALLAH.. :D

sebulan aiman x de kat umah, sebulan jgak ler aku tido sensorang kat ruang tamu umah aku nih.. inilah yg dinamakan ujian dr Allah Yg Maha Esa.. ujian ni telah mengajar aku menjadi lebih berani utk tido sorang2..haha! yelah mane taknye.. Pyan tido dlm bilik, Idi tido kat bawah.. konklusinye,semua tido sorang2.. klau diorang boleh, x kan aku x bleh .. so, aku mesti berani! aku kene berani! walaupun baru lepas nengok cite Seekers, still ade rase seram sejuk skit..hehe.. x semestinye aku ni pompuan aku kene takut.. mak ok je tido dlm bilik sensorang eventhough abah x de.. dah la bilik mak pling hujung.. scary shit! bersyukurlah dgn ape yg ade..InsyaAllah bende ni boleh melatih aku utk menjadi lebih berani.. Amin..

Don't Give Me That Fucking Fake Hope!

semua orang nak bagi aku harapan palsu..kenape ek? This is the 1st time I write this blog. Everybody can give me hope..please..give me the true hope :'(