Deep black hole

This is my first time writing for my blog since 2014. I had neither touch nor open my blog in 2015. Now, I'm going to express my feelings through this.

It has been two days I'm being such a rebellion(dont bother the spelling) in my own house. I dont even know why. Two nights ive been sleeping w tears. Not eating even one piece of rice. Well, i only ate biscuits w coffee. I dont feel hungry, but i feel angry.

Aku ni dah lah jenis kalau marah aku tak lepas, nanti aku burst. So, aku tahan and then air mata pon keluar sebab SAKIT SANGAT! Aku nangis bukan sebab sedih or cengeng, tapi sebab aku GERAM SANGAT. ARGHHHHHH

Aku rasa life kat school lagi best dari kat rumah. At least kau tak kena direct perli 'gemok', 'banyak makan'. Kat skolah takde sape pernah kesah pasal kau. Member semua appreciate ape yg ko pernah buat kat diorang. Takdenye nak anggap aku cam HAMBA ABDI. Sebab tu aku tak pernah suka jadi anak last. Orang pikir anak last disayangi, asal mintak je dapat. Kepala hotak! Aku kena maki lagi ada lah.

I wish i could turn back time. This life is SUCK! I wish i could live my own life alone.

Oh Allah, please guide me for the best and protect me from the harm. Aamiin.

Be tough!

ALLAH's always be with you..

Eh Eh Ko Ni?!

tak sangke enn sampai camtu skali cikgu nilai dak" kelas aku. smpai camtu skali die pndg kwn" aku.aku punyelah ingt cikgu ni cikgu harapan aku tapi...segala-galanya musnah dlm sekelip mata je hanya dgn kata-katanye yg membuatkn aku trsentuh..harapan tu hanyalah harapan PALSU! die just pndg yg buruk je kat kitorang, habis yg baiknye pergi mane?samekn kitorang ngan org zaman cikgu dulu memang tak arr. kitorang ni kire ok lagi au. tak seteruk 'budak' zaman skrg lagi hampeh. kitorang ni kire awal lg eh. weyh! sumpah tak sangke. aku tak trase ngan ape yg die mention tp aku trase ngan care die judge kawan" aku. Ya Allah! sumpah tak sangke au weyh. sampainya hati cikgu ckp mcm tu. klau cikgu trase, saye lg trase. lg ponn tak semua org mcm ape yg cikgu ckp td.cikgu slalu pikir trase cikgu, habis trase kitorang ni plak cam ne? cikgu ckp maen lepas je enn.tak pikir hati ngan prasaan org..mmg la cikgu ni cikgu kami tpcikgu ponn kene ade tolak ansur jugak..ye saye tak nafikn yg tak ramai suke cikgu as cikgu ni baek ke pe tp still! pape argh klau rase cam ayat saye ni agak kuang aja mintak maap sesangat tp saye cume mluahkn prasaan saye as a student. wlauponn cikgu faham SIKIT tentang hidup kami di skolah n asrama camne tp cikgu still tak paham spenuhnya. you must know everything before you judge us anything.

Happy Fasting (:

aku tak paham nape suare aku ni makin lame makin kurang sedap. cehh poyo je. tp betulla. I think there's something wrong with my voice.wtv. prangai aku kebelakangan ni pelik ar, prasan ak? ye arr kejap" ckp psal laki. dulu kemain lg anti-laki. ntah arr. pls la weyh aku tanak ade prasaan cam ni.. I jus want to be normal! geli plak bile pikir balik ape yg aku penah ckp before ni.ewwww.oh btw beok daa boleh start puase.yayy!! this week tak balik.yayyy!nak gi bazaar tp aku tak suke tmpt crowded haish.tringin nak makan rendang.haha speechless kbye.

Finished reading farhana's novel (:

Denial will get you everywhere

deskie's handmade - Yaya

NO!!!

NO! There's NO Zayn Malik Malaysia! There's only one Zayn Malik in this world. ONE AND ONLY! Also the others. There's NO Harry Styles Malaysia, NO Liam Payne Malaysia, NO Niall Horan Malaysia, and lbnl there's absolutely NO Louis Tomlinson Malaysia. They have only ONE in this world! Argh! Hate people! Especially this one person. Hate her for playing my LOUIS! shitzz. GO DIE PEOPLE! Don't you ever dare to take my love! Argh! Dasar rempit gatal! Tukar bf mcm tukar baju! Argh! Gi mampos! !@#$%^&* GO HELL YOU, MOTHERFUCKAH!